Damn, its like that huh? Shit is crazy bruh, cant even see me? I feel selfish for wanting to see you, for bein mad that you cant see me?
Is it really a big deal? yeah, you made me all the promises about how youre not like the rest of em. Well as of right now, you are just like all the rest of em. Maybe worse. Atleast that wouldve come back for their precious stuff by now. theres this really stupid part of me that misses you, this part of me that feels hurt right now that your own problems are too great for you to see me. Does that make me selfish? outta sight outta mind i guess. Its like it never happened right? Do you think you arent gonna run into me? do you think you can hide behind her when you eventually run into me? Was I really that bad? Damn all this makes me get down on myself and feel like Im not even worth it? That easy to forget about me? How can you still make me feel bad? I didnt even have to see you for you to hurt my feelings. Thats fuckin special, just like that one time you called me a buster. You are a Buster bruh, With a Capital fuckin B!
Ricardo thinks its lame too. How youre acting that is. I cant make you see me, I dont go to your house cuz i dont want to make it uncomfortable for Dee. Or I woulda been stopped by to call your punk ass out. I never want anyone to hurt, and I would never wish the pain you caused me on you in a million years but, right now, I hope you miss me and realize what an asshole you are, just like the rest. Why do I even give a shit about you? Why do I tell people that we are friends? we arent even friends. Why did I trust you and give you a piece of my heart? thats fucked up that this is what I get, nothing. Actually its more than nothing, its worse cause you are avoiding me. You cant even see me! Wow. Must be a fucked up place to be in right now?! Well thanks anyway, for the reminder that I want nothing to do with love. Close call I was starting to catch feelings for someone, good thing you reminded me not to. Thanks I guess.
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